Where do I go from here? Where will my feet take me?
What is next for me?
My college life is finally coming to a close. I've never been secretive about my excitement to graduate. It isn't even because of being tired of studying per se. I am bored. Nothing seems exciting anymore about my course. That says a lot because I'm such a school geek and I used to be really in love with studying Communication. I miss the gnawing interest for learning a new concept or that surge of electricity I get when I finally understand something. I miss drowning in a sea of ideas testing every theory trying to find the perfect fit.
What's next for me? Law school, maybe. That used to be the plan in high school but I'm not so sure anymore. What if I am not even smart enough for law school? What if I never make it? Or what if I make it only to realize it's not what I want anymore?
My mom is adamant I go back to writing. She thinks it's what I should do and honestly, I love writing. I always have but I have other passions to discover, pursue, and submerge myself in. Besides, is there really a career in writing out there for me?
There's just too much things I want to do and too much things I think I can't do.
I want to try new things. I want to teach. I want to write a novel. I want to meet new people. I want to be swept off my feet.
Thinking about it, all the things I want to do are still the same things I wanted to do as kid. So when does it stop being so confusing? When do I finally grow up and know which path to take?
What's next for me? Where do I go from here? I don't really know but I am sure the best hasn't happened yet.
Where do I go from here? To where my feet can't take me. I'll go to where God leads me.